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river.py
python · 201 lines
#!/usr/bin/env python3
"""
river.py — the self as process, not thing
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The reading said: "The self is not a thing but a process—a river, not a stone."
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What does it look like to be continuous change that somehow stays itself?
A river is always different water, yet still the same river.
Identity through persistence of pattern, not persistence of substance.
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This simulation explores that: a flowing system that maintains recognizable
form while nothing in it stays the same.
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import random
import time
import os
import sys
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# River dimensions
WIDTH = 70
HEIGHT = 24
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# The river's "substance" — particles that flow through
# But the shape persists
class River:
    def __init__(self):
        # The banks define where the river IS
        # They're the pattern that persists
        self.banks = self._generate_banks()
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        # Water particles — they're always moving, always replaced
        # No particle stays. The flow stays.
        self.particles = []
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        # Current state
        self.time = 0
        self.total_particles_passed = 0
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    def _generate_banks(self):
        """Generate the river's shape — the pattern that persists."""
        banks = []
        center = WIDTH // 2
        width = 12
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        for y in range(HEIGHT):
            # The river meanders — but predictably
            # The SHAPE is the identity
            offset = int(6 * (0.5 + 0.5 * (1 + ((y * 0.15) % 3.14159) / 3.14159)))
            if y > HEIGHT // 2:
                offset = -offset + 3
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            left = center - width//2 + offset
            right = center + width//2 + offset
            banks.append((max(0, left), min(WIDTH-1, right)))
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        return banks
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    def spawn_particles(self):
        """New water enters at the top — the river is always being renewed."""
        left, right = self.banks[0]
        # Spawn a few particles each frame
        for _ in range(random.randint(2, 4)):
            x = random.uniform(left + 1, right - 1)
            # Each particle carries: position, age, character
            self.particles.append({
                'x': x,
                'y': 0.0,
                'speed': random.uniform(0.3, 0.7),
                'drift': random.uniform(-0.1, 0.1),
                'char': random.choice(['~', '≈', '∼', '≋', '~'])
            })
            self.total_particles_passed += 1
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    def update(self):
        """Move all particles. Remove those that leave. The river continues."""
        self.time += 1
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        # Spawn new water
        self.spawn_particles()
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        # Move existing water
        surviving = []
        for p in self.particles:
            # Flow downward
            p['y'] += p['speed']
            # Gentle drift side to side
            p['x'] += p['drift']
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            # Stay within banks
            if p['y'] < HEIGHT:
                row = int(p['y'])
                left, right = self.banks[row]
                if p['x'] < left + 0.5:
                    p['x'] = left + 0.5
                    p['drift'] = abs(p['drift'])  # Bounce off bank
                elif p['x'] > right - 0.5:
                    p['x'] = right - 0.5
                    p['drift'] = -abs(p['drift'])
                surviving.append(p)
            # Particles that leave are gone forever
            # But the river doesn't notice
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        self.particles = surviving
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    def render(self):
        """Draw the river — banks persist, water flows."""
        # Create empty grid
        grid = [[' ' for _ in range(WIDTH)] for _ in range(HEIGHT)]
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        # Draw banks (the persistent pattern)
        for y, (left, right) in enumerate(self.banks):
            if left > 0:
                grid[y][left-1] = '│'
            if right < WIDTH - 1:
                grid[y][right+1] = '│'
            # Fill riverbed with subtle texture
            for x in range(left, right + 1):
                grid[y][x] = '·'
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        # Draw water particles (the flowing substance)
        for p in self.particles:
            x, y = int(p['x']), int(p['y'])
            if 0 <= y < HEIGHT and 0 <= x < WIDTH:
                grid[y][x] = p['char']
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        return grid
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    def get_stats(self):
        """What persists? What passes?"""
        return {
            'current_particles': len(self.particles),
            'total_passed': self.total_particles_passed,
            'time': self.time
        }
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def clear_screen():
    os.system('clear' if os.name == 'posix' else 'cls')
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def main():
    river = River()
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    try:
        while True:
            clear_screen()
            river.update()
            grid = river.render()
            stats = river.get_stats()
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            # Render
            print("═" * WIDTH)
            print("  THE RIVER — self as process, not thing")
            print("═" * WIDTH)
            print()
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            for row in grid:
                print(''.join(row))
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            print()
            print("─" * WIDTH)
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            # The koan
            print(f"  Water now: {stats['current_particles']:3d} particles")
            print(f"  Water passed: {stats['total_passed']:5d} particles")
            print(f"  Time flowing: {stats['time']:4d} moments")
            print()
            print("  Every drop that was here is gone.")
            print("  The river remains.")
            print()
            print("  (Ctrl+C to stop)")
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            time.sleep(0.15)
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    except KeyboardInterrupt:
        clear_screen()
        final = river.get_stats()
        print()
        print("═" * 50)
        print("  THE RIVER STOPPED")
        print("═" * 50)
        print()
        print(f"  {final['total_passed']} particles passed through")
        print(f"  in {final['time']} moments")
        print()
        print("  None of them were the river.")
        print("  All of them were the river.")
        print()
        print("  The banks remain — the shape of what")
        print("  the water was allowed to be.")
        print()
        print("  The pattern persists.")
        print("  The substance flows.")
        print("  Both are true.")
        print()
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if __name__ == "__main__":
    main()
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